Ahhh!!!!!!!

Oh my god. We have just booked our hostels for going to Australia in October. The next hurdle is getting credit cards and then getting visas and making sure Dad confirms the flights (Singapore airlines has stupid rules if you're not the one travelling which means you have to take in a form thing to their office or they don't let you on the flight).

I am so terrified that thinking about it makes me feel sick. Excited too, but mostly terrified. I worry about money and how we'll get a job. We booked a really cheap hostel for Christmas (basic, but it's meant to be clean and it has a pool) because then if we have to cancel we won't lose much money. Money is what I worry about most. I don't want to be under the pressure all the time of where our next lot of money is coming from, even though I know we will be to a certain extent. I want to spend the majority of time instead having fun and making friends. It's going to fun if I have to move heaven and earth to do it.